I have this friend, more like a best friend whose been there for me since day one. Her names Jessica. And all honesty, I love her more than anyone will ever know.

I could try to explain, but that’d be a fail attempt, because none of you really know anyways.

Currently my head is throbbing, I need a shower, and I need to get nice confortable clothes on, but this is more important at the moment. Much more important than dinner also. Writing to you about how amazing of a friend you are. I take you for granted, I do. I don’t remind you how much I love you. I don’t know how I would live without you.

Or how I even did before you came along.
Because right now life without you seems impossible..

School is stressing us out, but It’s okay. We’ll both make it. & Hopefully you can go to my graduation. Speaking of which, we still never celebrated my birthday. But I still have it planned.

One of those places where you have races and junk on those huge air things. But you will be on Emily and Dereks team and Ethan and Isabella will be on mine.

I am making you a veggie meal that you will looooooove, and a cookie and cream cake. :D Better late than never right,? Well It’s about to, go dooooooown.

ANNNNNNYWHO, back to the point of this message. I love you forever. I could say that a million times and you’d still not understand how much but thats okay, as long as you know I love you. A lot of things remind me of you, I just realized. At like stores and what not.

It’s so hott in my bedroom ): I’m like sweaty and this laptop not helping my hottness because it’s blowing hot air out. WAH. Oh well. I’ll make it perfectly fine.

Unless it exploads…

Hopefully that won’t happen. SPEAKING of exploasions. My potatoes exploaded while cooking them.

….Fail…

I’ve decided I’m about to tell you about my entire day so far.
Because you care, right? yes.

I woke up, at noon like a bum because it’s the weekend. Told myself OVER AND OVER i needed a shower. Didn’t take one. Like a freak. I worked out, and got even more nastier, didn’t shower more. Ate some food with Isabella. Yup, still didn’t shower. I alsooooo organized my school stuff, NERD, YES! Then took a nap, hella sexual dream, fml. Not that you care, moving along, still didn’t shower……… Watched teen mom with Emily. Mehhhhh den, looked for Derek playing with his train set. And now I’m sitting here with Isabella on my lap, typing you a long ass story. I need a shower though, badly. I will reply to your text now too.

Oh, Everything will work out. Don’t listen to your mom.

I love you, bbyfen.

Forever in my heart,
Forever in my mind.

What the fuck.

I’m tired.